.<\/p>\n
i check the clock
\nset out this evening’s meds
\nthe reckoning comes
\nthere will be a last time for this ritual
\nthere followed
\na very tiny fear shiver
\nfear of the unknown takes a lot of taming
\nto spare the heart attacking
\nme
\net tu?<\/p>\n
rolling a Bugler
\ncoffee in hand i move westward,
\nit’s Rose coloured dusk,
\nbetween here and there
\na daughter decorates a Yucca Xmas tree and
\na potbellied stove window
\nallows me to view the warming blaze
\nlife is good…<\/p>\n
after the tiny shiver
\ncomes the memory of “of course you have an end”
\nand how can you regret it
\nthere is the evolution
\nfrom our generation to theirs
\nevolution
\nof human consciousness<\/p>\n
after dinner i will play a just a game
\nwith systems to check before
\naction
\nit’s all click click
\nnot the same as listening to Bach preludes and fugues
\nbut the brain?
\nany organization is good
\nwith plenty off time
\nto consider strategy<\/p>\n
boring?
\ncould be
\ni know you won’t tell me
\nso now i thus
\ngo<\/p>\n
of course, love,
\ni’ll be back \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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