A BUNCH!!!
So I sat down to write the
epic poem.
and we shall not speak of the
greeks for they are dead, and
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2.
well it's appraisal time and......... Wriggling
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Weighing the Jokers by David Jackson
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and so I sit
alone
yet never alone
for you are here with me
and these black and white
scribbles which we call words
join us somehow
and make the frozen winterland
the same somehow
as the balmy beaches
and the fact of our locations,
the very facts of our lives
are
somehow joined in these
intentions of greatness
and of course not knowing
even what that is, we
we
we
try
and we
we
we
fail so here we are again
in the winterland, on the
beach
with this inability to say
just what we mean and by
the very nature of our confusion
we
we
we
try again
4.
I suppose all of the
drab
little cubicles in the whole
world
could fit into the space
between the eyes of the factory
dog
wandering the
parking lot
and lazing away it's time
under the trailers,
eating scraps
tossed by
factory
workers.
Trapped confinements
of factory floors and concrete
painted yellow
5.
downsized
I hear voices outside my cubicle
they are talking work
they have no work talk for
me
for I am being downsized
I was big
I was busy
I was useful
now I am small
for I am being downsized
i have almost nothing to do
.......i hear people passing
by my
cubicle...
i recognize their voices
and say to my self..."that's
so and
so" they are keeping them..
.they are worthwhile.....
I hear them talking
about work......
I am
jealous
Oh I was so big
I carried the company's future
on my broad
shoulders
I walked with other giants
and spoke of 12 hour days
and
reports to even bigger giants
now long
gone
there's no
telling how long it will take
me
to get enough self-confidence
to get
another job.
i may have had some
once.
and self-respect.
so long ago, i
don't remember any more
so let's go
downsize my ass
and get me the fuck
out
of here
(get yourself out of here
you fool)
How did you come to this
a downsized fool in a downsized
cubicle
in a downsized world
eating downsized shit
6.
Poems, Poems, Poems,
Magnetic spots on diskettes,
ink spots on paper,
words flung at the walls
or
held within
or lost
like those great paintings
of olden days
which were stored in the dampness
of the basement,
like the missing Van Goghs
which had been
used for archery practice.
Words scattered like rice
at a wedding,
like
pigeon droppings,
like smoke which drifts and
dissipates
in the crisp morning air.
Poetry is like the breeze
which ripples the flag.
Just for an instant
the flag defies gravity
and
we notice
7.
she's lying in there
and I am in here in this world
of dragons and knights
wandering among the knomes
castles and flowers
in the
sun
and she is my princess
asleep
on a bed of
leaves
and I am her king
this night
and I will meet my princess
when she awakes
and finds me
here
in
my
robe
8.
Hell Jackson
why don't you just
shut the fuck
up
You might hit the truth
good people,
all
trying to make my life more
efficient
can
slow me down
to
a
stan
d
s
t
i
l
l
9.
The best painter of our time
is wasting away somewhere
the greatest scientist is
working
while we are chasing Madonna
with cameras
somewhere some lonely Beethoven
works tonight
and maybe
throws some paper
some paper which maybe
will be
in some museum
some
day.
He beats his head against
some wallpapered wall.
Somewhere some unknown poet
taps taps taps at the keys
leaving scraps behind
to be thrown away by
elvis
Coyyright 1999 David Michael Jackson