You
read me histories I say
histories
that don't exist for me.
I say
I am
all there is
there
are no histories but my
history
there
is no story but my
story
and when
I die
all
is gone
When
I die there will be no more
sunday
matinee's smell of the theater
when
I die the roses will not bloom
and you
can tell each
other
then
of your
histories and how the
world
went on without
me
but you
will never
convince
me