DC
Keep off the grass
and move along
if someone pushes
let him pass
Ain't that Pittsburgh Pennsylvania
ain't that Gary Indiana
ain't that Pueblo Colorado
where they kept the mills
of steel and iron running?
Says some over-aging hippie
to his one-arm bandit brother
God, I know that Frisco cop
ain't that some Crescent pig
ain't that a Philly flatfoot
ain't that Joe Palooka's rig?
In the line with buttered popcorn
hear a too young 'hero' tell his teeny -
bopper girlfriend of his heroism ribbons
and she stares back at him blankly,
ain't that killin jus' like murder?
ain't it murder on newsreels?
it ain't movies, guy,
the camera moves,
a dummy's put down
where they fall --
these do not rise again
and play another role.
Well, mr. corporation dandy,
when you're snortin' with your sugar
and you're shuckin' ads for candy
at a luncheon with the big guy
swallow steak or maybe sushi
then some guy who made it knows of dying.
It's their beaten dreams that serve us,
cater to us and caress us,
make uneasy and surround us;
it's their surrender to the hatred
all around us. It's got us cold
and got us nervous.
There's vets in rehab in Rehoboth;
and in remake down in Houston;
or on the streetlife of Seattle
where they sometimes hold a hand out
with that finger searched for buggers
or the palm that passed your sugar.
There're veterans down
in Tampa triple-X theaters,
in Oakland with the Bikers,
They're Juneau alkies in the bottle,
they all struggle 'gainst tomorrow
they just died again today
as they hadn't years ago.
It's their crimes and it's their killin
come back to our streets for hauntin'.
It's their beaten dreams that serve us,
cater to us and caress us,
make uneasy and surround us;
it's their beaten dreams that hate us.
It's blackfaced minstrel Bubba
and his Mrs. Bones a Baba
upside the head of Something-stein
at the order of some Anglo
who calls the marchin' cadence
to a whole new different drummer
who gives 'em marching papers
or sends 'em up for murder.
Not a coward there among 'em,
not a sissy sashays in the lot.
Look beyond the tattered clothing
look beyond unshaven faces
get beyond their mess-up drawers
get beyond their stench of rot.
They still have something
good and gracious,
neither senator nor congress cat,
among 'em; no Park Avenuer snot
gets his name carved in the wall
they don't give it up for God and country
call a VA quack the "doc".
Come rub your hands across it;
it's a moment to erase --
these vets may have died together
lonely in lonely damned embrace.
For their families
for their sweeties
for their mamas
and their babes.
We can kiss this soft soft marble.
We can kiss their left behind.
Cause we like to call 'em homeless
belabor how some vets just won't work at all
but they've worked their way through jungle
and up from endless beaches
while we charged the golden master
and up the platinum visa
and plastic bankamericard
Vets learn that dessert's sweet stuff
and the desert's full o' sand
while we celebrated superbowl
sweated over backyard charcoal
on our super powered gas grills
but Vets live like kings in weekend Hiltons
take free rides on post-shock downers
so what's the goddamn crying
ain't vets just a little crazy
ain't vets just a wee ungrateful
to be so goddamn lazy
Glory Honor for them Screwballs?
some get their names on police blotters
when they've just "been passin' through"
and some might be even neighbors
scares the hell out to think it through
maybe Sunday next he'll load his mauser
or a b-b gun or two, take a potshot
at an Audi, mar Beemers bought brand new.
They never said surrender
they just didn't follow through
didn't use the talents given
or the skills as taught to do.
Took some hills or killed too many,
Didn't drive up to Khomeini,
these vets just cannot follow through.
Take their dreams,
their nightmare slaughters,
Take their excuses for failure too.
But when vets fall along the roadside
hold 'em high upon our shoulders
cause it's the cross we're nailed to -
it's the pusher and the baker
it's the cop and it's the robber
it's the worker and the beggar
it's the kid with manic father
it's the crazy classroom teacher
and the preacher on the corner
it's the work-for-food guy at the grocer
and all that momentary torture
that wakes and screams beside us
it's their dreams that serve us
their emptiness and horror
cater to us and caress us
it's their dreams all all around us
dreams that blankly look upon us
but thank God they're slowly dying
should all be dead real soon
and the movie-camera's shifting
to the enemy inside us
in the privacy of home
Do you think we've killed the monster?
But we teach that being human
is Belief in something Greater
-- that's nation, skin, or dollar.
There are threats to keep from borders
there are threats far from this place
there are villagers to murder
there is time for more disgrace
keep adding to the blackstone
give it flags and statue soldiers
leave it gifts and small mementos
leave them honors at the blackstone
til we learn there's no surrender
and no such thing as winning war
cause it's all of us now dying
from the shrapnel in our soul
--
John Horváth
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