THE
OLD NAIL SELLER
Scrawny
and toothless
Covered
in rags
Sitting
cross legged in the dirt,
Her
little collection of
Nails
for Sale
Arranged
before her
Made
in Korea, Sold in Morocco
by
the old woman
with
the ancient mythic eyes
showing
kindness, wisdom, curiosity
Until
I paid too much for nails
she
knew I didn't need
my
dollar my insurance
my
ticket into heaven.
I
waited for her grateful thanks.
Why
does she laugh
softly
and sadly to herself?
Why
do I now see pity
in
those eyes?
Why
would a skinny, toothless
old
woman pity an
American
with teeth?
With
a good job?
With
a new Buick?
Does
she know something
I
don't know?
Does
she think I have
too
much to learn?
Does
she suspect that my new Buick
won't
take me to the Cosmos?
Does
my toothpaste smile
remind
her of the changeless smiles
of
ancient skulls on museum shelves?
Does
she see my soul and
Does
it shine less brightly
than
her little array of
stainless
steel nails?
She
doesn't need teeth
to
smile with beauty
I
see,
Something
they hadn't
taught
me in America.
I
want to know what she knows.
I
want to see the places my Buick
can't
take me to.
I
want to quit my job and
be
her apprentice.
I
want to be her, when I grow up.
-
Daisy Sidewinder